Alina

now this is really good advice and i'm going to take it, you know. i'm going to focus on my life in general or it will make me go berzerk. thank you hun

"it will make me go berzerk" I know u'll be just fine
I am not that type that gives pieces of advice , but as you know your first priority in life is yourself
to hell with the loialty we were talking about.. you know what I mean been there done that both of us!

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or...Jaana. I hope everyone will enjoy this forum.
I'm 19 and I love HIM with all my heart. Sounds corny, but not a day goes by that I don't listen to a song from this band. Waiting eagerly for their new album, I say,
Hauska tavata everyone!

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It has gotten to my ears that the members of HIM are very disappointed by their fans because of the leakage. I myself am disgusted with everything i hear and see everyday that disrespects this band, which we should all be here to protect! I don't understand why Ville's or any other band member's private lives would interest us, not more than what they say in interviews. I support any actions done by our fellow supporters to help and repair this situation, and am ready to help whatever it takes! I cannot stand these people anymore, because even though i love the band too, i do not understand why they consider that they own HIM with all it's worth.
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i completely agree with this
and HI!

hei sweetie, *Jaana sends kisses your way*

i love your display pic

thanks darling kiitoksia paljon yours is beautiful as well, but that goes without saying.
about my eyes, you know what they say in Romania, never trust green-eyed girls

i'm sorry i've been kind of absent lately, but i was just so burried into my work and other "problems" that i just couldn't find the time to update on my favourite sites on the internet.
About me, i'm ok, i've finished my first year, i got a 10 on my project[the one with the deadline] and i'm one step closer to real life. I'm really glad to be on holiday, although i've not made special plans for it, i'm trying to live my life one day at a time. I finally got to do the things i've been missing lately, like reading, going outdoors with my friends here and of course, come back to my sweethearts here on the forum. I appreciate all of you for being such nice people.
Probably the highlight of this vacation will be the little excursion i've NOT planned with Kitty[ you know that one shouldn't make plans because we seldomly get to actually fulfill them ] who is away right now at an archaeological site, because she studies history. What we intend to do is just take our backpacks and travel to ...somewhere, but with not hitherto having established where, so, that's what's going to be so exciting about it. Dunno', seems like we need some excitement in our lives...we all do.
Kisses

wow ,congratulations , we have an eminent student here Now you really deserve this vacation ,and i hope to be exciting in the best way !
I'm saying because i've used to do lots of risky things myself in the past ,but now i can tell is better to plan a little ..or very funny things can hapen ( they are funny now for me to remember , but then they were very ugly like not being able to find a place to stay over night and freezing like hell ( believe me !!) in a little train station in the dark under the clear sky ),a whole f***ing night , waiting for the morning train to take us in another place to find a hotel
and this was just the the begining of the whole adventure of my first vacation as a student
but well ..i think that finally they are unforgetable memories , and you have to do it and feel it on your skin and to live life fully

so go sweety and maybe we'll have a beer sometime and tell stories about our incredible adventures

you're right, but we still have the time to change our minds, till september
it's nice to have a little excitement in one's life, although yeah, not getting to freeze outdoors at night. maybe we will someday drink and talk about it, why not. we have to meet each other, we're in the same country for goodness sake... good luck on finding the time but we'll manage somehow

well darling... I can see I'm not the only one who has trips here... heheh// that's great, much greater that u're going with Kitty
Congrats for the project!
and see ya soon with some good news
Hope you're doing much better than last time!

thanks a lot Alina, you're very sweet

she must be ! or i get angry with her

TERVE!...how are you, everyone? i missed you all. i'm sorry not to have been on here lately, but i had such a crazy summer... are you guys ok though? kisses !!!

i missed you too sweety Welcome b aaack !
aha!! how was the crazy summer , i'm all ears ( ), how was the big adventure

actually darling, i couldn't go on that trip anymore because i had some health problems and had to spend a month and a half resolving them...but maybe we can go somewhere next year, all of us Vampire Hearts? i hope we'll be able to find the time...and money
everything went by so fast and i didn't even have time to look behind... i'm not a freshman anymore...kinda' sad though....
as for the crazy part...i fell in[3 years ago] and out of love... it's over now, i just couldn't stand the situation anymore. all in all, what i can say is....it's true, first loves are always impossible... the best thing one can do is "keep their heart broken" and move on. i understand Ville completely now, it's kind of what he had with Jonna... when that person, whom you love more than anything hurts you the most....but hey...it must be for the best...right?....well i hope it is... Hellen! and how are you? [oh, and thank you for accepting my request ]

Hope you're feeling better now *hugs*

Dealing with first loves is hard, but in the long run it helps to realize that as much as you love/loved that person, there was something not quite right with the relationship or you'd still be together. And 99/100 times, it's for the best when you break up with someone. I wish I could tell you it gets easier, but it doesn't really. It does make figuring out what you can/can't deal with easier, though, which gives you better odds of finding that "right" person.

thank you for being such a darling as to tell me all this, you're totally right.
sometimes i wish i could've been an on/off bitch, you know, be with a guy - easily get bored and pass on to another and so on. maybe that's the way a girl should act at my age... and i just can't. my heart isn't just a piece of meat.
i can't wait to see where life decides to take me next, but for the time being, "Thank you, disillusionment!", as Morissette would say. now i'm able to see who he really is and always was. too bad it happened so late. but "better late than never".
and yes, you're right, it gives me a better chance to find the right person. who knows, i may already know him [come out, come out, wherever you are ] uhm.. idk, but i'm going to concentrate on my career now and if love comes along...well i'll be ready.

PS: Kaye, thank you for being here with us, darling... you're really dear to me(us) you know

Well, if you ever learn the trick to being an on/off bitch, let me know. But I think some people can just turn it on and off while others can't.

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now i'm able to see who he really is and always was. too bad it happened so late. but "better late than never".

People don't say "love is blind" for no reason. When you love someone, you see them in a different light and see their faults as just a part of who they are, but when you remove yourself from that situation you see how unaware you were in the first place and wonder why you didn't see it sooner.

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uhm.. idk, but i'm going to concentrate on my career now and if love comes along...well i'll be ready.

Sounds like a great plan. You never know when love will just fall in your lap. It's often when you least expect it

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PS: Kaye, thank you for being here with us, darling... you're really dear to me(us) you know

Aww, you're so sweet.

you're the sweet one darling

somehow... i don't want to learn that trick. i can't just live my life in a constant search to find my soulmate, i'm not worried about such things. i've got bigger fish to fry at the moment.
love WILL happen eventually; none of the people i know ever really fell in love after planning to. that's the beauty of it all, even though you're practically handing out your heart to a stranger, hoping they feel the same way just by looking into their eyes. taking chances is what i've alyways been all about. but now that i'm "free" again, for the moment i prefer to wait for mr. Right and HE's going to have to convince me this time. i'm sick and tired of chasing after love - i kind of want a break. but as the situation is here at my dorm... i'm going to have to say a few nos before i can do that. we've a few foreigners and they seem to be quite dependant of me.after all i do speak english,spanish,french and understand italian. sadly, not yet portuguese . these and the freshmen are driving me crazy. they're all on the look-out for fun and games and i'm searching for peace of mind and heart after the exhausting summer i've had - on so many levels.
but even so, i'm a lot more tranquil now. i know what i want. i just have to work VERY hard to get there. can't wait to finnish college and do my MBA though. it'd be great to do it in another country.


and one last thing about love: it's overrated. sure, it's great to feel those butterflies in your stomach, but if you don't have real love in your life don't waste your time trying to find it. it'll find you...eventually and when it does...get ready because...all hell will break lose
peace, sweethearts

Ok guys... this post is really hard for me to write, but hey, I had to do it sometime...

I don't know if you darlings will get to see this... but if and when you do, I want you all to know that it has been a great experience to fight by your side, on behalf of my favorite band, the terrific band called H.I.M.

I can still remember my teens, when I first listened to a HIM song and became mezmerized and fell in love with every single one since then. I can still remember day-dreaming about Valo [ yeah, there was such a time for me also - I was young and needed to shelter in him the love I felt for somebody else so that it wouldn't destroy me...]. Over time, that crush became respect for a great man that gradually made me understand important aspects of life. I still don't care how others may see him, but for me Ville will always be a role-model, a great guy with a similar way of thinking to mine, with a British accent just like mine and with the strength I hope to achieve one day myself (you should alrady know what I'm babbling about here).
Although I had a certain crush on the vocalist though, you may rest assure that I actually cared for all the members of the band and that is why I decided, with the friends I met online, to dedicate some of my time to promoting them in our country.

I can still remember being 18 and a month old and going to my first HIM live concert and all the beautiful things that happened to me during that event.

I'm grateful for all the friends I've acquired by supporting this band and the contest I won almost two years ago, when I was congratulated by the GateKeeper himself/herself.

I'm still sorry to have lost my friendship with two special ladies, out of which I can still see one in a video, each time it's played on TV. I still love you girls, wish we were still friends. Say Hi to Ciucy also for me. Hope you're ok and that you are in the positions you always wanted. Good luck with your bachelor's degree though.

About Hellen... what can I say? Say Hi to Ioana Maria for me. Hope you're doing ok, also.

Ionut... sorry I forgot about your B-day. Actually it was more of a remembered about it several days before and then actually forgetting to say HB in time... may you have all that your heart desires and may you overcome some of your beliefs... and may you become the new Trajan we Romanians so desperately need.

Claudia..... I could write a whole story here. That's actually how it began, remember?.... "Long story short"... I love you, girl, and also, good luck with your bachelor's degree, but we'll talk about that soon.

There would be so many others to mention, including Alina, who's now maybe in Lahti with Marko. Good for you! You deserve being happy now, after all the shit that happened to you over the years. Hope to talk to you soon.

I am aware that at the moment H.I.M. are preparing new discographic material, as are Lacuna Coil, so I will stick around quite long enough to assess it, because it will be the last material they release with me as a member of the Official H.I.M. Street Team of the Vampire Hearts. Whatever anyone would say, that's what we are.

I remember all those days when we used to watch concerts together and make a big conference and comment upon it... Dana had this problem with the "gay dances". There are just so many things I remember, so many precious moments that passed by.
Even the construction of this very forum was an adventure(i even remember looking for emoticons to add to the list and making Hellen laugh with some of them... adding the bouncy one for Claudia ); every little step we took, we took together. So thank you.

There so much to say, but some things are better left unsaid. The feeling I developed by "working" with you guys is very special.

What I'm trying to say here is that... these are the last few months of me being on here. I'm growing up and... that implies so many responsabilities... so much work to do... mostly a change in my way of thinking, but also a major change in my way of living.
I believe many things changed for you as well, of course.
But please don't forget that somewhere out there, there was this girl who's friend you've been at a certain point/still are, and keep in your memory all the good times.

Kippis ja kiitoksia paljon.
Hei... hei.

Hey HIMsters!!!!!!! people so very dear to me! Where are you lovelies?

Happy New Year for 2010!!!!!!



Let's see if i can het an - , ...

Yeah, yeah, whatever she says!
So what's up? What's going on in here? I see that you had many things to say in this topic. I think I envy her cause she's so popular

Just kidding, you know I love you right? And you people too of coursxe! Show me some love in here

it's all love cuz we all been a crackin'
oh well

i love this forum and the old days
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thank you for your kind words, Kitty and the banana!

Hehe, how I like these moments ,good to see the old together again !
May this year be full of gifts for us here in Romania ,i can't see it otherwise with all this good energy and love floating in the air from it's very beginning

Hellen, Kitty and Jaana hug!
can i get a +1?
it's nice to be back